This is the part where iam weak at..

so yesterdaý i went to bedok res at about 5.30 alone just to see the sun set.

the pictures are all in my phone.. so yeah..

while i was there, i kept thinking...

do you people believe in "love at first sight"?

well i do. till now, at this very moment.. i cant get her of my mind....

i just cant, i tried to get her of but i cant..

tell me why?

and now, i dont really feel that she is interested in me a single bit.

i know, i know... dont rush stuff, have to wait.. get her to like you..

but when i try, she dont even care i think.. well maybe she is busy with school and homework.

her life maybe.. but this negetive thoughts that iam afraid of took over my mind.

(i know, everytime i blog is about a girl.. i suck)

well.. this is real. i still feel shy after i met her for a couple of times.

and when i do, it is just like falling for her over and over again each time we met..

to tell you guys the truth, i am really willing to wait for her for a lng time..

plus.. i dreamt about my grandmother, "leaving my family"
i just have to get ready cause there are some clues that its gona happen soon..

well, when i meet "her". she reminds me of her..

.weird.

so its really weird..when i talk to mumy about this, she didnt get angry.

.weirder.

then when iam just thinking of her smile, it brightens up my day.

.weirderinglyest!.

all i could do now is pray for her to be happy. thats all i really want for her.

when u really love someone, you have to set it free,

dont always be around them 24/7 or they will disappear..

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